today was an okay day. i have cramps but that is the worst of it. it could be worse. i am off tomorrow, so i am up tonight just chilling... i need to do something with this crazy hair of mine. i am about to start a countdown until time for me to move. this has been a ROUGH year and i am glad that this lease is almost up. i told ed about everyone last night. i don't think that what i said registered with him, though. he isn't the type to wear his feelings on his shoulder. that was one of the things that he taught me that i have let go of over the years....how to be hard! i am about to revert back to that. oh well. toodle~loo

today is the first day for me to use this and if i hadn't been nosing around on someone else's site i wouldn't even know about it.. but writing keeps me sane. i need to wash my hair cause i just finished swimming and the chlorine smell is about to run me crazy...i miss him so much. if you know me, you know who i am talking about. i am going to wash my hair... i'm gonna wash that man right outta my hair~